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Bradward Boimler ([personal profile] boldboimler) wrote in [community profile] longestnight 2023-10-07 08:12 pm (UTC)

private until farther notice

I know you don't care but I have to ask because what else am I supposed to do? Just not question it??

Now I'm stuck wondering about the existence of God and is it just the one universe or that God the God of every universe and is God a cruel God or a kind God and honestly what's up with stuff like the flood by the way?

If you think about it even the tiniest bit it negates the existence of a kind god because only a tyrant would be evil enough to do the things God has done like oh punish humanity for wanting to know things and sending plagues and killing children just to prove a point and drowning the world and everything else.

And on top of it I'm an atheist.


[A lot of people are in his world and time. Religion still exists but lots of people are very scientifically-minded.]

And the thing is I'd still be an atheist because what kind of monster does all those things and wants to worshipped?

So I kind of have to ask and I kind of have to be pushy about it and it's really no skin off your nose but I REALLY need to know because I'd maybe like a light heads up, just a little memo, on whether I'm going to hell or not for hearing "God is real by the way" and going "sorry, still not sold" about it.


[And here is why it is very bad for people to learn about this: the moderate existential crisis.]

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